Lock Screen

I used to think that people who put photos of themselves on their lock screen were completely vein, without regard for others. but I’ve realize that it’s not that people are vain. I put my photo of myself on my lock screen recently, and looking at myself every day has made me cry several times. Because there was a time that I hated looking at myself. I hated my reflection. I hid from mirror; I hid from anything that reflected my body, my face, and anything about myself. I thought I was so unattractive because of my fat body. Society, the people around me and the world made me feel as if there was something wrong with me and something to be undesired about me. So why would I want to look at it? 

But now I’m a model. I’ll take photos all the time. I’ll look at pictures of myself all the time! I see my reflection and I love her. I love her deeply. I love her so fiercely!